"Kamikaze" lyrics

I take a knife, cut a hole in my chest
Pull my beating heart out
Throw it down on the desk
And then roll the dice and let go
I'd rather fall, fall flat on my face
Than fall short of what could've been a masterpiece
And I know it takes a bit of my soul

See, I, I'm not ashamed of the scars from the battles
I've lost, so fire away

'Cause my heart's always wide open
I'll never close it
I won't go down in a place of love
'Cause my heart's always wide open
I'll never close it
I won't go down in a place of love

'Cause I am
I'm a kamika-, I'm a kamikaze
I'm a kamika-, I'm a kamikaze
I'm a kamika-, I'm a kamikaze

Look at me, look at me
It's not hard to see
I got a nice long list of insecurities
But, oh, a smile I show
But you can't, can't be afraid
Of mistakes that you haven't even tried to make
So let go, scars and all

See, I, I'm not ashamed of the scars from the battles
I've lost, so fire away

'Cause my heart's always wide open
I'll never close it
I won't go down in a place of love
'Cause my heart's always wide open
I'll never close it
I won't go down in a place of love

'Cause I am
I'm a kamika-, I'm a kamikaze
I'm a kamika-, I'm a kamikaze
I'm a kamika-, I'm a kamikaze
Said I'm a kamika-, I'm a kamikaze
I'm a kamika-, I'm a kamikaze
I'm a kamika-, I'm a kamikaze

'Cause my heart's always wide open
I'll never close it
I won't go down in a place of love
'Cause my heart's always wide open
I'll never close it
I won't go down in a place of love

'Cause I am
I'm a kamika-, I'm a kamikaze
I'm a kamika-, I'm a kamikaze
I'm a kamika-, I'm a kamikaze
Said I'm a kamika-, I'm a kamikaze
I'm a kamika-, I'm a kamikaze
I'm a kamika-, I'm a kamikaze