"Someone U Wanted" lyrics

Your own tears made you hate yourself
But you
Couldn't take it on no one else so you
Lashed out when it got too heavy
And blamed it on me like I was too depressing

It didn't play out like you thought it would
But you
Won't admit it 'cause you know it's selfish and
It's just like you to be so damn pretentious
But
Sometimes I wish that I'd been

A little bit taller, a lot more forgiving
Little bit stronger, financially driven
Somewhat less awkward in front of your friends
Even if that means I'm changing myself
Way less judgmental and more understanding
Paid more for dinners and paid more attention
Spoke up in silence to lessen the tension
Whatever might help

I wish I could be there
'Cause now I'm just, right here
Thinkin' bout all the parts of me
I wish I could change that easily
I wish I could be there
'Cause now I sit, right here
Askin' you how
Askin' you why
I wish that I
Was someone you wanted
Someone you wanted

Faded paint where we used to hang our memories
Had to take 'em down, they just left me empty
If you came around, I would still act normal
Even though I wish that I could take you with me
Smile, wave and laugh everytime you'd say goodbye
But in my head I'm cussin' you out
I never should have loved you out loud
'Cause sometimes I wish that I'd been

A little bit taller, a lot more forgiving
Little bit stronger, financially driven
Somewhat less awkward in front of your friends
Even if that means I'm changing myself
Way less judgmental and more understanding
Paid more for dinners and paid more attention
Spoke up in silence to lessen the tension
Whatever might help

I wish I could be there
Cause now I'm just, right here
Thinkin' bout all the parts of me
I wish I could change that easily
I wish I could be there
'Cause now I sit, right here
Askin' you how
Askin' you why
I wish that I
Was someone you wanted
Someone you wanted