"If Only" lyrics

If only you could read my mind
If only you could see what happens inside
'Cause sometimes it's a terrible place
I found out it's the only way
If only you knew what I'm feeling

'Cause my mind plays tricks on me
My mind is blown, one of its own
The only thing keeps me here
Are feelings that bind my soul
Now why do I stay where I don't belong?
Why do I stay where I don't belong?

If only you could read the signs
Then I wouldn't have to lie all of the time
'Cause my mind's like a loaded gun
Breaking me even further down
If only you knew what I'm feeling

'Cause my mind plays tricks on me
My mind is blown, one of its own
The only thing keeps me here
Are feelings that bind my soul
Now why do I stay where I don't belong?
Not that it makes a difference
I don't care anymore
Sometimes it's a terrible place
And I see a demon with red eyes on his face
Sometimes, oh, sometimes
Sometimes it's a terrible place