"Old Broken Ride" lyrics

Am I still alive? Can't feel a thing
Did I just hit the ground?
Left far behind, fading from their minds
Is this my way out?
My future hopes and longing dreams
Are no longer in my life
And the person that I used to be
Vanished now from sight

Now I'm an old broken ride
The one who needs fixing
Old broken ride
I see a new ride shining
They're all around me, they're blinding
I see these new rides shining
But I can't ride a new one anymore

So it has been an uphill climb
I didn't make it here with ease
No, I struggled through some
Some desperate times
Through raging storms and seas

Now I'm an old broken ride
The one who needs fixing
Old broken ride
I see a new ride shining
They're all around me, they're blinding
I see these new rides shining
But I can't ride a new one anymore

No more gold, no metals
On my name up in the lights
Of love and lust and sacrifice
Not perfect, but I try
I've got nothing to lose
I've got nothing to prove

Now that I'm old broken ride
The one who needs fixing
Old broken ride
I see a new ride shining
They're all around me, they're blinding
I see these new rides shining
But I can't ride a new one anymore

Anymore, anymore
Is this my way out?
Is this my way out?