"Fucks Me Up" lyrics

Laughing at my garage
About all the things I think I need to keep
They don't do me any good
And I know they would all be better off with someone else

The less I grow, the less I change
I'm like The Living Dead inside an endless loop
If I lose sight, stay the same
I'm like a hungry zombie searching for your brain

No one knows how deep it is
And everything gets washed away
The wave comes in, the wave goes out
And everything it hits gets to be new again

I don't know what's real or not anymore, no
I don't know what's real or not anymore

The way the wind fires up in the west
Low in the east, visions of grandeur
I never wanted any of this
Take me away, I'll never deny it

The way the sun shines down through the trees
Stains in the glass over my cat's face
Reminded me that everything
Just as it is, more effort in chaos

We build the walls that keep us apart
Together alone, long for the real thing
I've never listened so closely before
Sell me the truth, you know how it fucks me up