"Trading Doses" lyrics

Even though I was wrong
I intended to feel something totally different than this
There was something to die for
A null dividend
You were always hoping I would cave in

How long?
You loosen up
How long?
You lose

There was nothing to stop them from figuring out
How to keep from being buried at sea
It meant everything to me
It should mean the end

Faded slowly
I can't fight it no more
It's for real
Traded doses
I still need you so much

I'll be gone when you figure it, figure it out
I'll be gone when you figure it, figure it out
I'll be gone when you figure it, figure it out
When you figure it out, when you figure it out, yeah

Faded slowly
I can't fight it no more
It's for real
Traded doses
I still love you so much

How long?
You loosen up
How long?
You lose

Faded slowly
I can't fight it no more
It's for real
Traded doses
I still love you so much
It's insane