"Wide Awake" lyrics

A familiar feeling is creeping in
You're crawling your way back
Underneath my skin

I remember what it's like in the end
When the lights go up and you're gone
I told myself it'd never happen again
But never is never that long

Wide awake
I feel you in my veins
You're like a tidal wave
And I'm caught in your wake

For heaven's sake
Just take me to my grave
I'm spiraling
What the hell is wrong with me?

You've already gotten ahold of me
My hands are shaking
And I'm struggling to breathe
Would it be such a sin
If I just let you in again?

What happens when the lights go out?
What if everything is fine?
They say the high is never worth the price
But what if it is this time?

Wide awake
I feel you in my veins
You're like a tidal wave
And I'm caught in your wake

For heaven's sake
Just take me to my grave
I'm spiraling
What the hell is wrong with me?

Haven't you taken everything
That I have already?
Your sick obsession
Is gonna leave me dead and buried

Under the ashes
This is what you want
You're gonna bury me
Is this what you want?

Wide awake
I feel you in my veins
You're like a tidal wave
And I'm caught in your wake

For heaven's sake
Just take me to my grave
I'm spiraling
What the hell is wrong with me?