"365" lyrics

Well, I was caught up in the violence of myself
I won't deny it
Bottled up, couldn't confide
And I stepped away from the game, went silent
Calling out for help from the rafters
Hung my head, you know what comes after
It's a sad confliction
Chained onto your own contradictions

Spring came and went, I must confess
I spent that summer alone
In the night
Tossing and turning, tryna get it right
'Cause truth be told, I lost that drive I had inside of my soul
In the night
Hopeless, no rest, someone hit the lights

365 days ate me up inside
Every day I was afraid
Living in a hopeless mind
365 days, that's when I realized
All of the chains are ready to break
I'ma make it out this time

I'm doubling down now, life is a tough crowd
Felt like the black sheep, stuck in the background
I had to find my way back to myself
I had to climb my way back from my hell
We all got depths we don't want to be
Self aspects we don't want to see
Sometimes we get caught in the mirror
I took a good look so I could see clearer
I'm still the same as I was, but different
More trust and less self-infliction
More peace of mind and precision
Training my heart to take my the distance

365 days ate me up inside
Every day I was afraid
Living in a hopeless mind
365 days, that's when I realized
All of the chains are ready to break
I'ma make it out this time

Spring came and went, I must confess
I spent that summer alone
In the night
Tossing and turning, tryna get it right
'Cause truth be told, I had to make peace with my pride and my woes
In the night
Hopeless, no rest, then I hit the lights

365 days ate me up inside
Every day I was afraid
Living in a hopeless mind
365 days, that's when I realized
All of the chains are ready to break
I'ma make it out this time

This time, this time
I'ma make it out this time
This time, this time
I'ma make it out this time
This time, this time
I'ma make it out this time
This time, this time
I'ma make it out this time