"Wet Hair" lyrics

I'm at my house, I had a drink
It's windy out so the walls are creaking
Maybe someone's up there, I used to check every night
Now I don't even lock the door
I'm cutting slack, I'm going out
I guess that's just what life's about
If I heard a whisper I used to know it was you
So I'll talk to the walls now

And I know that I called without warning
Wanted it to be a whirlwind on purpose, is that bad?
Had to knock a few back to feel normal
Shooting the shit like this isn't important, is that sad?
Sad old me showed up with wet hair
Like it didn't matter and I didn't care, oh
Oh, oh, mm

I'm in the car, I'm killing time
Should I go in and guzzle a glass of wine?
Sorry, is it rude to already be at the bar when you're not?
I don't know, I don't know
Overthinking, but it's okay
Didn't think that I'd see the day
No, I'm not even nervous
Nothing hurts, just burn me at the stake
'Cause I know that I broke your heart
But you could've guessed it from the start
At least you picked the bar

And I know that I called without warning
Wanted it to be a whirlwind on purpose, is that bad?
Had to knock a few back to feel normal
Shooting the shit like this isn't important, is that sad?
Sad old me showed up with wet hair
Like it didn't matter and I didn't care, oh
Oh, oh, mm

Showed up with wet hair
I assumed you were there but you weren't
So I stood full of shit like I'm scared
Some dude asked me my name
What a rush, what a shame
'Cause I've been alone the whole time, I swear
Then suddenly, you're like standing right there
Your shirt's too big and you dyed your hair
And you're taller than I can recall
Like, when did you get so tall?
You pull me in, only to pull away
Did you have a clue we'd end up in bed
With you begging me to stay?

Ooh, ooh, uh
Yeah, I once didn't want you
I know that I called you
I do what I want to, want to
Yeah, I once didn't want you
I know that I called you
I do what I want to, want to
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Ooh, oh