"Riptide" lyrics

I tell you, my weakness is I care too much
That gets me stabbed in the back
Lately I feel like there's no one to trust
Lonely is all that I have

I hate that my worth comes from somebody else
Why can't it come from myself?
Life makes me nervous, the past makes me nervous
My thoughts start to surface, "Would death make me hurt less?"

Am I worth my life?
Cause I can't decide
Every breath's a fight
Cause it feels like I've...

I've been pulled into the riptide
I've been drowning and I can't break hold
Hell is taking over my life
Heaven, please don't let me go
I've been pulled into the riptide
I've been drowning and I can't break hold
Hell is taking over my life
Heaven, please don't let me go, no

I know that regrets are bad for my health
We say things but do something else
I'm searching for purpose but nothing is working
I'm cursed with these curses, I think I deserve this

Am I worth my life?
Cause I can't decide
Every breath's a fight
Cause it feels like I've...

I've been pulled into the riptide
I've been drowning and I can't break hold
Hell is taking over my life
Heaven, please don't let me go
I've been pulled into the riptide
I've been drowning and I can't break hold
Hell is taking over my life
Heaven, please don't let me go, no

Can I walk on water?
Can I become stronger?
And turn around just when I think I'm a goner?
My mind starts to wander
And breathing gets harder
So pray for me, pray for me, pray for me
Pray for me

I've been pulled into the riptide
I've been drowning and I can't break hold
Hell is taking over my life
Heaven, please don't let me go
I've been pulled into the riptide
I've been drowning and I can't break hold
Hell is taking over my life
Heaven, please don't let me go, no