"Terrified" lyrics

I'm fucking terrified

I see the sunshine shining
Like a spit to the face
I'm hearing hell's bells ringing
And I think it's for me
It's almost like
I'm blind to the light

I'm seeing people all around me
Poppin' pills for the pain
Don't wanna try it but I might
Cause I need an escape
I'm feeling like
There's nowhere to hide

Lying
Shaking
Bones are breaking
Facing the mirror
It's too much, can't take it cause

I'm scared to look into my eyes
Cause I'm afraid of what's inside
And it feels like
I've been pulled into the riptide
Going under
Don't try to tell me it's alright
I'm fucking terrified

I tried to find a prescription
For the ditches I've dug
I realize my condition
Can't be fixed with a drug
I'm out of time
Kiss me goodbye

Body
Pacing
Contemplating
Facing the mirror but
I just might break it cause

I'm scared to look into my eyes
Cause I'm afraid of what's inside
And it feels like
I've been pulled into the riptide
Going under
Don't try to tell me it's alright
I'm fucking terrified

I'm so fucking terrified

I'm scared to look into my eyes
Cause I'm afraid of what's inside
And it feels like
I've been pulled into the riptide
Going under
Don't try to tell me I'm alright
I'm fucking terrified

Terrified
Don't try to tell me I'm alright
I'm so fucking terrified