"December Traffic" lyrics

Was it my call
That everything we had was lost
Did I see it before you even mentioned it?
Have I been hiding?
You said you couldn't stand my words
But I see it now

That you were a lover in the dark
That I stood by before
To be my only guidance in time
So I found my honest way out
And it called for
Another cold December

The night that plays louder
Surprised I even held so close
Without falling
I'd focus on this lovely mess
It's a part of this winter night

And you were a lover in the dark
That I stood by before
To be my only guidance in time
So I found my honest way out
And it called for
Another cold December

You trust these thoughts again
But if so, tell me
A colour changing in my way
I need the past to say
What I manage
'Cause I lost myself before

And you were a lover in the dark
That I stood by before
To be my only guidance in time
So I found my honest way out
And it called for
Another cold December