"How Can I" lyrics

I took my head out of the water
'Cause I missed the cold, cold air
I took a walk with my father
Never have when I think about it

So you said I've been the devil
Thinking only about myself
And in many ways I have
Been obsessing about my mental health

And I wanna be there for you but
How can I? How can I
When I'm never there for myself?
And I wanna be there for you but
How can I? How can I
When I'm never there for myself?

I wanna listen to your silence
But I guess it's now too late
You know too much about me
To find comfort in my broken words

And I wanna be there for you but
How can I? How can I
When I'm never there for myself?
And I wanna be there for you but
How can I? How can I
When I'm never there for myself?

'Cause I wasted all my time
Just thinking I must try
To be somebody else
And I wasted all my time
Just thinking I must try
To be somebody else

And I wanna be there for you but
How can I? How can I
When I'm never there for myself?
And I wanna be there for you but
How can I? How can I
When I'm never there for myself?

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