"A Letter To My Ghosts" lyrics

This isn't about love
This isn't about giving up
This is a letter to all of my ghosts
To all of my demons
I'm facing one by one
I'm chasing those who hurt
And even though I've tried to end it all
This is just the beginning

Go!
Deep as the ocean
Tears drop like a waterfall
Solid as a rock but
Fragile as a crystal
I look around
There's no way out
It makes me feel like I'm about to fall down

I can't fall for you
You've torn this wounds
I won't fall for you (For you)

Sometimes I fall
It's just hard to stand all the time
We're not unbreakable
As it looks from the outside
I can't come out (I can't come out)
There's no way out (There's no way out)
It makes me feel like I'm about to fall down
I won't fall
Go!
Ah-ah-ah

I can't fall for you
You've torn this wounds
I won't fall for you (For you)

You don't know shattered a soul needs to be to want to disappear
If you could look into my soul, you'd be in tears
What once was rock solid, now feels like sand vanishing through my fingers
I'm loosing grip
I'm out of balance
Oscillating between wanting to fight and giving in

No!

I can't fall for you
You've torn this wounds
I won't fall for you (For you)

You can't keep me down
I know my way out
I won't fall
Won't fall for you (For you)