"What I've Become" lyrics

Now I know
That all bad had to happen
After all I've been through
I found my heaven
Look what I've become
I've lost myself but here I stand

I know that when we're down there
We're falling apart
The pain is never ending
And the heal looks so far
There'll be no God for your prayers
The things they say to you
Are gonna tear you down

Have you ever wondered
How arrogant you are?
To believe that your true
Is the only one so far

Now I know
That all bad had to happen
After all I've been through
I found my heaven
Look what I've become
I've lost myself but here I stand
Still moving forward
Now I am stronger than ever

It's been raining for a long time
I'm still waiting the calm after the storm
But what if it never comes?
But what if it never comes?

Have you ever wondered
How arrogant you are?
To believe that your true
Is the only one so far

Now I know
That all bad had to happen
After all I've been through
I found my heaven
Look what I've become
I've lost myself but here I stand
Still moving forward
Now I am stronger than ever

Amid so much struggle I'm just a coward
Who isn't brave enough to fight nor to put and end to everything
A Rat, which despite it's wit, surrenders to the pleasures of life
And ends up dead, trapped in the thorns of the rose he desired the most
The rose he desired the most

Now I know
That all bad had to happen
After all I've been through
I found my heaven
Look what I've become
I've lost myself but here I stand
Still moving forward
Now I am stronger than ever
Now I know
That all bad had to happen
After all I've been through
I found my heaven
Look what I've become
I've lost myself but here I stand
Still moving forward
Now I am stronger than ever