"Long Gone" lyrics

I want you to think that I'm ok
I haven't been honest with myself
I'm just surviving day by day
I'm trapped inside a lonely hell

Where is the one I used to be?
Somewhere I've lost her
I can't not find that part of me
I know you want her

I'm questioning my sanity
There seems to be two sides of me
No longer waiting to be saved
Cuz that's not happening

Have I said all I need to say
Why did I bother
I just can't find the energy
Alone I wander

Slow down, let go my love
You will get through this you have no choice
I've built up all these walls
I can't get much lower than here on the floor

Is this where I'm meant to stay?
An endless trip from night to day
And everyone I used to know
Has seemed to slip away

Where is the one I used to be?
Somewhere I've lost her
I can't not find that part of me
I really want her

Slow down, let go my love
You will get through this you have no choice
I've built up all these walls
I can't get much lower than here on the floor

Just let go
It's long gone
Just let go
It's long gone