"Not My First Time" lyrics

Open your eyes
Do you like what you see?
Everyone's so strange it seems
They're all taking, taking, never giving

It's been so long
But ever since we met my friend
We've been hurtling towards an end
Maybe it's time to let go

Say good bye
And it isn't my first time
I'm done trying
And it's not the first time
I don't like when I'm in this state of mind
I'm so tired
And it's not the first time

Open my eyes
Nothing feels quite right to me
Stranger things I have not seen
They're all lying, lying, thieving liars

I have been here
For what feels like eternity
Now you are just dust to me
It's time to let it all go

Say good bye
And it isn't my first time
I'm done trying
And it's not the first time
I don't like when I'm in this state of mind
I'm so tired
And it's not the first time

Close my eyes
Now it's time to say goodbye
I'm done crying
Cuz it is the last time
Why did I even let you in my mind
I'm so blind
And it's not the first time