"Happy Sad" lyrics

I'm so happy and so sad
I don't know what's happening to me
I feel good and so bad
Simultaneously

Oh, the pain
When your heart you try to tame
And the joy
When the life you lose, you'll gain

Every day with these longings
Trying different strategies
I tell my soul to seek only you
It's the only real remedy

For the pain
When my heart I try to tame
And the joy
When the love I lose, I'll gain

Oh, the pain
When your heart you try to tame
And the joy
When the life you lose, you'll gain

Finally, I'm starting to find love
Finally, I'm starting to weep
Maybe soon enough, we can laugh about it
Maybe soon, we'd be so relieved

Oh, the pain
Oh, the pain
When your heart you try to tame
Finally, I'm starting to weep
And the joy
And the joy
When the life you lose, you'll gain
Finally, I'm starting to find love

Oh, the pain
Oh, the pain
When your heart you try to tame
Finally, I'm starting to weep
And the joy
And the joy
When the life you lose, you'll gain