"Wickederrr Heart" lyrics

I should've been there when he called
20 times I recall, but it's been five years
I was living fast
Squeezing to the last drop of dopamine

But it's not what it seems
'Cause I know that we all come down again
And I need you, but I can't pretend

That I love you when I'm running
Oh I know how it all turns out
And I'm honest, but then I'm lying
Oh I can't put my trust in my wicked heart

I've said too many times I apologize
I know I'm to blame
For too many crashes love burns to ash
When I stoke every flame

It's not what it seems
'Cause I know that it all comes down again
(Lower than the last time)
'Cause I'm happy but it always ends

I can't love you when I'm running
Oh I know how it all turns out
And I'm honest, but then I'm lying
Oh I can't put my trust in my wicked heart

Many times I've said "I'm sorry"
But I just can't explain
How do you keep yourself from doing it again?
My heart gets me in trouble
Is there a different way?
God please save me from this wicked heart

I can't love you when I'm running
Oh I know how it all turns out
And I'm honest, but then I'm lying
Oh I can't put my trust in my wicked heart

I can't love you when I'm running
Oh I know how it all turns out
And I'm honest, but then I'm lying
Oh I can't put my trust in my wicked heart