"I Made It" lyrics

It's just been coming out of me
For a long time, and, um
There's just a point you hit
Where you decide, am I ever gonna fucking just give up
And love who I am or not?
And goddamn, I just, I really wanna give it a shot

Well, that long time coming keeps coming around
I'm all alone, got nothing, yeah, look at me now
Voice not working, don't wanna make sound
I'm all alone, got nothing, yeah, look at me now

I pray one day I'll say

I made it, I made it
I made it, I made it
It's all I've ever wanted
To say it and believe
It sure looks like I made it
It sure looks like I made it to me

Losing all hope, I'm losing my pride
Wish I knew setting me free would ruin my life
Begging with God, just give me more time
If I was made like you, start telling me why

But still, I pray one day I'll say

I made it, I made it
Yeah, I made it, I made it
'Cause it's everything I wanted
To say it and believe
It sure looks like I made it
It sure looks like I made it to me

I made it, I made it
Yeah, I said I made it, I made it
I am everything I wanted
I'm saying I believe
It sure looks like I made it
It sure looks like I made it to me

Made it, I made it
Yeah, I made it, I made it
It sure looks like I made it to me
I made it, I made it
Yeah, I, yeah, I made it, I made it

Why did I carry on? What did I do?
I'll never forgive myself for running from you
Who am I kidding, I hate it all too
I guess loving myself could never be true