"Beautiful Again" lyrics

Ruin my life and run away
Bury it down for another day
How can I hide this suffering
If I can't hide me from myself now?
Everything hurts like hell now
Growing up got me spellbound
Face down
Waiting for the end to come around

I feel better in the dark
Hate can't fix a broken heart
There's no way I'm gonna start tonight

If I write it down and tear it up
Tell myself I'm not enough
Question every word I've ever said
Run away from everyone
Hurt myself and call it love
Maybe I'll be beautiful again (Maybe I'll be beautiful again)

Why would I love this part of me?
Only been fucking up everything
Why is this who I gotta be?
Clarity's tearing me apart

'Cause I feel better in the dark
Hate can't fix a broken heart
There's no way I'm gonna start tonight
Disappear and hit rewind
I'll tell everyone I'm fine
Same old song repeating on and on and on

If I write it down and tear it up
Tell myself I'm not enough
Question every word I've ever said
Run away from everyone
Hurt myself and call it love
Maybe I'll be beautiful again (Maybe I'll be beautiful again)

When I can't pretend
When I hit rock bottom
When I finally reach the bitter end
The bitter end

If I write it down and tear it up
Tell myself I'm not enough
Question every word I've ever said
Run away from everyone
Hurt myself and call it love
Maybe I'll be beautiful again (Maybe I'll be beautiful again)

Maybe I'll be beautiful again
Maybe I'll be beautiful