"American Nightmare" lyrics

I'm Donnie Darko
I'm drunk
Swerve down a dark road
How fast can the car go?
With a trunk full of cargo
I pull up from Barstow
I call up Carlo, he call up Marco
Back to drugs, got a barcode
Man, this shit that make my heart cold

Pull up, I'm making a drop off
She mad that I'm making a stop off
I'm in the drop getting topped off
She never wanna get dropped off
I put the molly on her tongue
She said it burned just hot sauce
They letting them shots off
Now they taping your block off
Give a fuck how you feel
You ain't real, you a knockoff
Even ya own bitch
Know that you all on my dick
Hop off
5 mill for the Cali crib
Middle finger to my old neighbors
I put out a album called Immigrant
I'm in the country with no papers, damn

Said if there's smoke I'll be right there
All of my dogs don't fight fair
I'm the Arabian dream, ho
I'm the American nightmare

They left me to die in the darkness
I was ahead by light years
I'm the Arabian dream, ho
I'm the American nightmare

Shut the fuck up, let me ride in silence
With a whole magazine, ho, I subscribe to violence
She stacking up money, yeah, but she racking up mileage
She payin' for collagen but she won't pay for college
I ain't no Nostradamus, he thinkin' he got him a goddess
All of these modern Madonnas just look like each other, I promise
She asking for Birkins but really she twerkin' for dollars
I ain't judging, I'm just being honest

Said if there's smoke I'll be right there
All of my dogs don't fight fair
I'm the Arabian dream, ho
I'm the American nightmare

They left me to die in the darkness
I was ahead by light years
I'm the Arabian dream, ho
I'm the American nightmare

Yeah
I've reached the top then I free fall
Dog, my life like a seesaw
They really thought I would fade away
Fuck 'em all I'ma ball to the league call
Bitch, you a hater by default
Got a heart full of sea salt
I'd die for the shit that I'm living for
Lord, my life like a metaphor
Every day I wake up and the world different
Dark addictions really had my nerves twitching
Had my mama crying and my girl tripping
Quit the pill popping and the syrup sippin'
Fuck it, I took some L's
But losing yourself is the worst sickness
Jealousy, envy the worst mixture
Enemies acting like family
Feel like the devil in church with you
Gotta pray, man, this shit is the real deal
I married the game
But the wedding just ended up looking like Kill Bill
I hold no ill will but your shit doesn't feel real
Who got the juice?
I used to shoot
Bitch, fuck around and I still will