"funeral" lyrics

I stay high all the time
I don't know why I try
I'm so sick of this life
I think I'd rather die
So, I stay high all the time
I don't know why I try
I'm so sick of this life
I think I'd rather die

I've been poppin' oxy
Mix it with the xanax
I feel like I'm nothing
Can't afford to panic
Shawty tell me how you really feel
Is this even fucking real?
I don't know
I don't know what I'm doing
I think I might be delusional
I've been poppin' laced pills
Hope you're there at my funeral
I'm lost
I don't know what to do, I'm so fucked
Oh my god you were my glue
I needed you...

I'm so stupid
I'm so fucking clueless
Living life was a mistake
Everyday I fucking waste, I hate it
I'm always so sedated
I'm so toxic
I got everything I wanted but I
LOST IT! AAAAGGHHH!

I stay high all the time
I don't know why I try
I'm so sick of this life
I think I'd rather die
So, I stay high all the time
I don't know why I try
I'm so sick of this life
I think I'd rather die

I've been poppin' oxy
Mix it with the xanax
I feel like I'm nothing
Can't afford to panic
Shawty tell me how you really feel
Is this even fucking real?
I don't know
I don't know what I'm doing
I think I might be delusional
I've been poppin' laced pills
Hope you're there at my funeral