"Evaporated (Shelved First Attempt)" lyrics

What I've kept with me and what I've thrown away
And where the hell I've ended up on this glary, random day
Where the things I really cared about just left along the way
For being too pent up and proud

Woke up way too late, feeling hung over and old
And the sun was shining bright, and I walked barefoot down the road
Started thinking about my old man, it seems that all men
Wanna get into a car and go anywhere

Here I stand, sad and free
And I can't cry, I can't see
What I've done
No, God, what have I done?

Don't you know I'm numb, man? No, I can't feel a thing at all
'Cause it's all smiles and business these days and I'm indifferent to the loss
And I've faith that there is a soul somewhere that's leading me around
I wonder if she knows which way is down

Here I stand, sad and free
And I can't cry and I can't see
What I've done
No, God, what have I done?
Ooh-ooh-ooh

And I poured my heart out
And I poured my heart out
It evaporated
See?

Blind man on a canyon's edge of a panoramic scene
Or maybe I'm a kite that's flying high and random dangling a string
Slumped over in a vacant room, head on a stranger's knee
I'm sure back home they think I've lost my mind

Here I stand, sad and free
I can't cry and I can't see
What I've done
No, God, what have I done?