"Swan Song" lyrics

Am I free now
Or shall I take another one?
Is it me now
Or shall I break another wall?

Now watch me...
Rise, it's a blessing in disguise
And I'm dancing above the clouds
Out of reach, never coming down

'Cus when it's black, black, black
In every part of my brain
When it's dark, dark, dark
And I'm going insane all around in circles
And it will never mend

I hear the crack, crack, crack
Of the ego within
And for a moment make me believe that I can be a king
But I'm a marble
And it will never end

Scars remain when morning comes
For each new day a kingdom falls

And it will never end...
And it will never end to disappoint the hell out of you
I drink to that and raise a glass to all the lives that I threw
But you know? I don't know if I wanna be better
Just don't expect me to put words on any open letter
But you should know, you should know that I'm here
Addicted to my guilt!
Just make it never end

So now just watch me...
Rise, it's a blessing in disguise
And I'm dancing above the clouds
Out of reach, never coming down, down, down

And I realize
I am surrounded, surrounded by my own fears
And it will never end!
And when it's black, black, black
In every part of my brain
When it's dark, dark, dark
And I'm going in... going insane!