"Upside Down" lyrics

I love the chaos at the start
And all the colliding voices telling me, "Stop"
I crave the places I forget
And sharing secrets while I'm out of my head

Why is it when I'm deep in a hole
That I dug myself
Why is it when I'm losing control
Everything makes sense?

And all of my feelings are running away
From any logical reason
And I find myself back at the bar with my demons
Sharing tequilas
And I realise that I'm still in love
And I realise I can't get enough
Of turning my life upside down
Turning my life inside out
Messing my life up

I dread the calm after the storm
When the party's over and I'm craving for more
I hate the fact that I do this to myself
Using up all the chemicals
'Cause nothing else helps

Why is it when I'm deep in a hole
That I dug myself
Why is it when I'm losing control
Everything makes sense?

And all of my feelings are running away
From any logical reason
And I find myself back at the bar with my demons
Sharing tequilas
And I realise that I'm still in love
And I realise I can't get enough
Of turning my life upside down
Turning my life inside out
Of turning my life upside down
Turning my life inside out
Messing my life up