"SPINNIN' YOU AROUND" lyrics

I try to keep it inside
Every time I try to say it out loud
It never comes out right
So I lie and try to push it down

'Cause I should be spinnin' you around now
'Stead I'm numb, tryin' to forget about
Every time I let you down
Think I'm done tryin' to figure it out
'Cause I can't take the skin I'm in
Feels like I'm lyin' while I'm tryin' to live
And I should be spinnin' you around now, but my smile
Is growin' paper thin

I'm pretty sure I'm not alright
Spent my time underneath the ground
But you saw something that shined
Now I never wanna go without

'Cause I should be spinnin' you around now
'Stead I'm numb, tryin' to forget about
Every time I let you down
Think I'm done tryin' to figure it out
'Cause I can't take the skin I'm in
Feels like I'm lyin' while I'm tryin' to live
And I should be spinnin' you around now, but my smile
Is growin' paper thin

And no amount of therapy
Could ever get a hold of me
And I swear I've tried everything
But I'm still searchin'

'Cause I should be spinnin' you around now
'Stead I'm numb, tryin' to forget about
Every time I let you down
Think I'm done tryin' to figure it out
'Cause I can't take the skin I'm in
Feels like I'm lyin' while I'm tryin' to live
And I should be spinnin' you around now
But my smile is growin' paper thin