"MY HEART BEATS OUT OF TIME" lyrics

And I can't cry
And I can't sing
And I can't move
And I can't breathe
And I can't cry
And I can't cry
And I can't

In a sinister place
In all the hells in the world
In a spider's web
In the devil's nest
There's no torture left
We just used it up
It's like the whole ocean
Was just made of blood but

I'm sick
I'm suffering
I lay in bed and die
I'm sick
I'm so fucked up
My heart beats out of time

Is this body me?
Can I be more than it?
Was there ever a
Better way to live?
In a rotting shell
Why do I exist?
Is this fucked up hell
Really all there is...?

In a simpler time
In a safer world
In a place where we
Were just normal girls
Would we understand?
Would we still connect?
Would we recognize?
Would we still be friends?

And I can't cry
And I can't sing
And I can't move
And I can't breathe
And I can't cry
And I can't cry
And I can't

Slow decay, broken brains
Is there anything to say?
Impending doom, is it true?
There's not much left to do

But it's alright, hold on tight
To what is left in the wreckage
Under the full moon
Something new
Life resumes
We'll pull through

I'm sick
I'm suffering
I lay in bed and die
I'm sick
I'm so fucked up
My heart beats out of time

Dying
Trying
Dying
Trying

Something new
Something new?
Life resumes
Life resumes?
We'll pull through
We'll pull through?