"So Real" lyrics

I can't hold me up, I can't cover up any longer
Look, I wear that mask whenever you ask for a smile
Laughing it off in your face
My inner
A sinner
So sad I can't take control
I can't help
I don't feel well
Forcing this feeling on me

Stop teaching me a lesson
'Cause I won't feel responsible, I'll speak off my mind
These habits you're addressing
Are valuable to me (they define me)

So I'm letting, I'm letting it all go
Don't know if it's good but it feels so real (so real good)
I'm finally getting the message
I'm being too sad and depressive now
But I want to be myself

Killing what's best by cutting my chest isn't worth it
Intentions you have, all on my behalf never suit me right, I have nothing to hide
My inner
A winner
At games simply nobody plays
Should I lose
My deep blues
Knowing that it's just for you?

Stop teaching me a lesson
'Cause I won't feel responsible, I'll speak off my mind
These habits you're addressing
Are valuable to me (they define me)

So I'm letting, I'm letting it all go
Don't know if it's good but it feels so real (so real good)
I'm finally getting the message
I'm being too sad and depressive now
But I want to be myself

No I don't wanna be another scam for real
I wanna live in the moment I'm in
I hear the obligations that were meant for me
But I insist in the way I'm living

(So I'm letting it all go)
I'm letting, I'm letting it all go
Don't know if it's good but it feels so real (so real good)
I'm finally getting the message
I'm being too sad and depressive now
But I want to be myself