"Change" lyrics

I just played the rodeo, I think I need to change
I still love a sad cowboy on someone else's stage
Crashing the car into the side
I think I'll take a makeover on someone else's dime

The music is the mission, and the mission's not to settle
It's always all or nothing, someone's husband or the kettle
Is singing a song about somebody safe
Singing a song from some righteous place

I'm too drunk, somebody said you cheered up
I don't feel the difference anymore
I'm bitter, somebody said you kissed her
But I don't feel surrounded anymore

I can see it clearly, getting off at the same stop
He's just waiting for me to backslide right to the shock
The more I think about him, the more I get the taste
But when I finally have him, I'll know I never liked his face

I'm too drunk, somebody said you cheered up
I don't feel the difference anymore
I'm bitter, somebody said you kissed her
But I don't feel surrounded anymore

You thought you married somebody's friend, but I stay at home
Unless I feel like giving you hell
Falling in love, a slut, an uppercut at all of the parts
I tried and can't romance, it's not my fault, it's who I am
When I feel bad, I bring it back and leave it all at your door
A parting gift, kiss me back, I'm sorry for changing

Too drunk, I'm sorry for changing
I don't feel the difference anymore
I'm sorry for changing
Bitter, I'm sorry for changing
I don't feel the difference anymore
I'm sorry for changing