"Only When I'm Breathing" lyrics

Stand torn, fighting, or die inside
Somehow I guess I've learned to stand my ground
So much distance for this life where
Silence keeps on waving the red flags in this reckoning

I only wish that I wished to let go
This situation has all the control
I cannot take this anymore
The fuck is wrong now?

Stand torn fighting for the peace of mind
Breathe life before this soul will die inside

There's a hole up in the heaven I've been looking up to reach
To find my place and find my remedy
All is said and done but still so much to see
Open up your eyes tonight with me

My life, I miss you, but only when I'm breathing
This heart, still there I can feel it beating
And you know

There's a hole up in the heaven I've been looking up to reach
To find my place and find my remedy
All is said and done but still so much to see
Open up your eyes tonight with me

Guess the heaven is full but the hell's fine for me
So light it up now for the distant dreams
They say that life is just an illusion and that's fine for me
But let's turn it up for the future that's there to be reached

There's a hole up in the heaven I've been looking up to reach
To find my place and find my remedy
All is said and all is done but there is so much more to see
Open up your eyes tonight with me

Looking up to reach
The remedy in me

No dreams, but obstacles are made to fall
We'll pick up the bones and carry on
It's time for the daylight to born open
To never let it break but stay

Looking up to reach
The remedy in me
Never let it break but stay