"IWasHappy,ThenIWokeUp" lyrics

I miss you so much
Human

Everyday's another step
Closer to my early death
Factory re-reset my breath
Power down my brain and fade to black
Everyday's a mess
Every regret I have kept
Tucked away deep in my chest
It's only to tear it to waste my flesh
Every second, every breath
I just 100x the stress
I can't stomach what is left
Look in the mirror with this emptiness
Talking off my chest
Cross have placed up on my head
Better take a shot while-while you can
'Fore I do this shit myself

They say things get better and they just keep getting worse
I know I'll be alright when I'm laying in the dirt

There's a creak in the floor but it's waking me up
Now my thoughts come through and they shaking me up
I'm straight, nevermind, I'm just making it up
I'm trippin' like a bitch and it's making me numb
My brain feel poisoned, organs joining
Get to the point even silent's noisy
Get to the point, hold you down and you with me
If not bounce no time for the pity
Money on money on money, ain't nothing
Man in the mirror say I'm good but he bluffing
Roll one, roll two, go and double stuff it
Dope to my neck now I'm walking like a zombie
Zombie

I don't know who I am anymore