"Puddle" lyrics

I know I need to stop cause that shit gon' be the death of me
Pixelated crime scene, photos all that's left of me
Tell my boy I love him but this life was never meant for me
Afterlife calling and I'm finna pick it up and leave
Riding uptown with the— to the left of me
Me plus the dope, baby that's a perfect recipe
Daydreaming murder I'm a elevator press me
It's coming down, gripping 3D printed when I'm rolling 'round

I know I gotta change but I can't now
I don't pray but I'm hoping I keep the cycle
I know I gotta change but I can't now
Circulation fucked, cold hands from my ice

I don't think I'm stuck, I'm just going through the motion
I don't think it's luck how I made it outta dirt road
Nothing is forever, this is drop in the ocean
It's everything, it's nothing, it's a lot that we don't know
Life is when a long night charging through the darkness
Down low smoke now my heart beat in slow-mo
Good afterworld I'll be death to the ambiance
E-Bay blade put your man in an ambulance

I know I gotta change but I can't now
I don't pray but I'm hoping I keep the cycle
I know I gotta change but I can't now
Circulation fucked, cold hands from my ice

There's some things that are just painful. That's it. And you can't make 'em not painful.