"Angel Or Alien" lyrics

Lost inside my head
(Save my place in heaven)
Goodbyes sink like lead
(Pierced, ripped and falling)
More than a dream
I'm awake in my sleep
You know I'm longing for you
The same longing I need

Pushing away every turn there's no reaction
I see everything you believed was incomplete
This is not what I thought it would be
When you came back around
Came back so carelessly
So carelessly

Lost inside my head
(Save my place in heaven)
Goodbyes sink like lead
(Pierced, ripped and falling)
More than a dream
I'm awake in my sleep
You know I'm longing for you
The same longing I need

(Heartless machine)
Built to destroy me
(Negative being)
Angel or alien?

Moments make me feel connected
Make me feel like I'm an addict
Our paths don't match
Guarding what was had
Love was nothing but our history

Lost inside my head
(Save my place in heaven)
Goodbyes sink like lead
(Pierced, ripped and falling)
More than a dream
I'm awake in my sleep
You know I'm longing for you
The same longing I need

(We tried - we were not speaking)
(We lied - there was no reason)
Sometimes I needed control of my spirit and my soul
Those are possessions of mine
They are not leaving

I thought you wanted to see
If I feel - if I bleed
We tried but it was for all the wrong reasons
You always needed control
No matter what would unfold
We tried but it was for all the wrong reasons

Lost inside my head
(Save my place in heaven)
Goodbyes sink like lead
(Pierced, ripped and falling)
More than a dream
I'm awake in my sleep
You know I'm longing for you
The same longing I need