"Truth And Denial" lyrics

I lie straight to my face
Feeling like an empty windowpane
My eyes dried, locked, and wiped clean
I try not to hate myself
I lie straight to my face
Feeling like an empty windowpane
My eyes dried, locked, and wiped clean
I try not to hate myself

Both sides on me
Stay right or bleed
Difficult to see
Where I've come from
And where I belong
Face what's gone
What went wrong
A plan to kill
I've waited too long
Hearts change sealed and incased
Where I am is where I should be

I lie straight to my face
Feeling like an empty windowpane
My eyes dried, locked, and wiped clean
I try not to hate myself
I lie straight to my face
Feeling like an empty windowpane
My eyes dried, locked, and wiped clean
I try not to hate myself

I'll have my peace
Both sides on me
What's still obtaining my justice
Of calm effort
Trust us
The light in the wall still shines
It carries me out to my own kind
A balance we've danced from the first to the last time
From the first to the last time
Jump to conclusions
Run stay elusive
I play out the matters of truth and denial
Dumbed down and loosely
Intrusive and truly escaping a foolish will of desire
Step through, through a maze of deception
A start can always be the ending

I lie straight to my face
Feeling like an empty windowpane
My eyes dried, locked, and wiped clean
I try not to hate myself
I lie straight to my face
Feeling like an empty windowpane
My eyes dried, locked, and wiped clean
I try not to hate myself