"NOBODY TO SHOW IT TO" lyrics
Woozy in the morning
Sweating through a T-Shirt
Looking in the mirror like I'm watching from the bleachers
How did I fall through the floor
And I'm nauseous when I wake up
Feeling like a coward
Anxious in the way that there is nothing it's about
I know
I used to feel secure
But if you say no enough times they don't call back
Some folks didn't want me there, so I stayed home
Drinking the punchline of their attacks
Watching the timeline of what has gone on
I could've sworn that I was cool
Drinking in my jammies with the echoes in the room
Uh oh
And my apartment has a pool
But swimming's really weird when it's literally just you
I'm feeling 45 instead of 22
I don't know who to call, don't know what to do
So I played a round of golf
Sank a 20 foot putt
Then I cried cause there's nobody to show it to
Losing what's important
Tell me have you seen her
One by one I'm watching everybody start to figure out
Loving me is a chore
And so I get drunk and online to creep old friends
Engaged and on pace to reach their goals
Internal clock gets a new reset
My bed and heart get a little more cold
I could've sworn that I was cool
Drinking in my jammies with the echoes in the room
Uh oh
And my apartment has a pool
But swimming's really weird when it's literally just you
I'm feeling 45 instead of 22
I don't know who to call, don't know what to do
So I played a round of golf
Sank a 20 foot putt
Then I cried cause there's nobody to show it to
I'm trapped in desperation
So I learned to live in spite
I yearn for admiration
So I'm angry all the time
I dread to see tomorrow
Cause I hate to be alive
I need someone to love me
Cause I'm too afraid to die
Sweating through a T-Shirt
Looking in the mirror like I'm watching from the bleachers
How did I fall through the floor
And I'm nauseous when I wake up
Feeling like a coward
Anxious in the way that there is nothing it's about
I know
I used to feel secure
But if you say no enough times they don't call back
Some folks didn't want me there, so I stayed home
Drinking the punchline of their attacks
Watching the timeline of what has gone on
I could've sworn that I was cool
Drinking in my jammies with the echoes in the room
Uh oh
And my apartment has a pool
But swimming's really weird when it's literally just you
I'm feeling 45 instead of 22
I don't know who to call, don't know what to do
So I played a round of golf
Sank a 20 foot putt
Then I cried cause there's nobody to show it to
Losing what's important
Tell me have you seen her
One by one I'm watching everybody start to figure out
Loving me is a chore
And so I get drunk and online to creep old friends
Engaged and on pace to reach their goals
Internal clock gets a new reset
My bed and heart get a little more cold
I could've sworn that I was cool
Drinking in my jammies with the echoes in the room
Uh oh
And my apartment has a pool
But swimming's really weird when it's literally just you
I'm feeling 45 instead of 22
I don't know who to call, don't know what to do
So I played a round of golf
Sank a 20 foot putt
Then I cried cause there's nobody to show it to
I'm trapped in desperation
So I learned to live in spite
I yearn for admiration
So I'm angry all the time
I dread to see tomorrow
Cause I hate to be alive
I need someone to love me
Cause I'm too afraid to die
