"SEX WE HAD" lyrics

I built a castle in my mind and
We already moved in
It's funny how it's all changing
You can go from royalty to nothing in the blink of an eye
And now I'm sitting in my room just feeling sorry
I feel like you're the one who never seems to want me
I wish that you always chased me with that same old passion that you did that night
But looking back you had one or two drinks
So damn it what the hell was I thinking
About as deep as a bathroom sink
I just wished that a half of you'd mean it

Girl you can't go pretending with someone who really wants you like that, oh like that
Cause I'm searching for meaning while you decorate your bedpost one scratch, I'm one Scratch on it
Darling all I wanted was you, but you just wanted to be on your back
If I got to pick, then I'd choose to undo all the sex we had

Now that all the butterflies have come and they've gone
Oh I feel like I can separate the words from the font
And they don't mean much
There's nothing sacred left to be found here
I feel like I'm a lonely pro that's trying to outweigh the cons
And I think if I'm a problem, then you must be the cause
Oh when we lost touch
The whole illusion crumbled around here
And now I'm thinking like I
I can't savour the moment anymore
You got me so damn pessimistic
And I
I miss having something to wish for
It's like I been wishing for more wishes

Girl you can't go pretending with someone who really wants you like that, oh like that
Cause I'm searching for meaning while you decorate your bedpost one scratch, I'm one Scratch on it
Darling all I wanted was you, but you just wanted to be on your back
If I got to pick, then I'd choose to undo all this

Girl you can't go pretending with someone who really wants you like that, oh like that
Cause I'm searching for meaning while you decorate your bedpost one scratch, I'm one Scratch on it
Darling all I wanted was you, but you just wanted to be on your back
If I got to pick, then I'd choose to undo all the sex we had