"will i ever feel okay?" lyrics

Outplayed, probably gonna have another bad day
Overthinking everything I say
I don't think I'll ever feel okay, ever feel okay

I feel so pathetic, please don't look at me I'm begging you
Say I'm copacetic, wish I meant it when I said it too
I feel like I'm darin' in my head
But I don't tell the truth
I feel like I'm darin' in my head
But I don't tell the truth

Tell me who does?
Tell me what gives?
Why did I grow up so quick?
I'm fucked up, impatient
Just a lonely grown up big kid

Outplayed, probably gonna have another bad day
Overthinking everything I say
I don't think I'll ever feel okay (ever feel okay)
(Ohh, ohh, I'll ever feel okay)
(Ohh, ohh, I'll ever feel okay)

It started getting colder
I guess everything can wait 'til I'm older
I'll just go into hibernation
Winter time
I don't hear a word that you're sayin'

Tell me who does?
Tell me what gives?
Why did I grow up so quick
I'm fucked up, impatient
Just a lonely grown up big kid

Outplayed, probably gonna have another bad day
Overthinking everything I say
I don't think I'll ever feel okay, ever feel okay (ever feel okay)
(Ohh, ohh, I'll ever feel okay)
(Ohh, ohh, I'll ever feel okay)