"Mommy's Little Monster" lyrics

I was once just a punk I would break shit
I don't even know the drugs I was on
Growing up in my youth I was wasted
Lost boys were living dusk 'til dawn
And now all my dreams
All my dreams are going down the drain
You know it's just like me
Just like me to fuck things up again

I miss who I was back then
Myself
'Cause I don't feel that way now
And I hate that I'm not mommy's little monster anymore
What happened to the kid in the punk-rock band?
With the "Black Flag" shirt and a cracked-out van
I miss who I was
But I'm not mommy's little monster anymore

Smoking clove cigarettes for the first time
No, I never really was in my right mind
You were always there to keep me from a landslide
Now you're gone and it's been so long, yeah

You passed way too early
Still miss those things we used to do
I still think about you
All the time in the back of my mind

I miss who I was back then
Myself
'Cause I don't feel that way now
And I hate that I'm not mommy's little monster anymore
What happened to the kid in the punk-rock band?
With the "Black Flag" shirt and a cracked-out van
I miss who I was
But I'm not mommy's little monster anymore

On a losing streak
No one's saving me
Now I'm six feet deep
I won't rest in peace

I miss who I was back then
Myself
'Cause I don't feel that way now
And I hate that I'm not mommy's little monster anymore
What happened to the kid in the punk-rock band?
With the "Black Flag" shirt and a cracked-out van
I miss who I was
But I'm not mommy's little monster anymore