"Superman" lyrics

So here I am
Doing everything I can
Holding on to what I am
Pretending I'm a Superman
Yeah

I'm trying to keep
The ground on my feet
Seems the world is falling down around me
The nights are all long
The nights are all long
I'm singing this song
I'm singing this song
Tryna make the answers more than "maybe"

And I'm so confused about what to do
Sometimes I want to throw it all away

So here I am
Growing older all the time
Looking older all the time
Feeling younger in my mind

So here I am
Doing everything I can
Holding on to what I am
Pretending I'm a Superman

I can't slow up, but I don't wanna grow up
Back in high school, I was the kid that used to throw up
Behind the bleachers, smoking, pouring whiskey in my soda
Too much of a good thing, but I don't wanna live a life of quotas

Still tryna catch up to my own dreams
Falling to the top where the nose bleeds
Finger made of gold, diamond nose rings
Superman can't save me

And I'm so confused about what to do
Sometimes I want to throw it all away

So here I am
Growing older all the time
Looking older all the time
Feeling younger in my mind

So here I am
Doing everything I can
Holding on to what I am
Pretending I'm a Superman

Superman can't save me