"Schadenfreude - Narcissists & Pricks" lyrics

Here's what I do
When I, and if I, ever lose
My lover let me cry between her thighs
So I declare bankruptcy every night
Losing, I'm ready to
I follow through
I'm infamously cruelly shrewd
And no one wins, no one goes alive
Heaven's fleeting and here the rest is eternal

Her flood was big enough to wash my eyes clean
The rock crackles settle on my eyes lid
It's hazy when I look on
Walking down high street
I bathe in her sea
I bath and I see

Maybe I have schadenfreude
May be
It gets harder not to laugh at avoidable failings
Maybe I have schadenfreude, may be
But I ain't no Narcissist
I ain't no sadistic prick

For a moment we have it all
For a moment there I burnt it all
But the cross crushes my soft soul
My rotten feet for their wrathen law
I say the most horrible things
Trying to be romantic and shit
Picture it, a cinema screen
A fantasy reel
I've got talent for making simple into outlandish things
Simplicity may be the most sophistication

And maybe I have schadenfreude, maybe
It gets harder to not laugh at avoidable feelings
Maybe I have schadenfreude, maybe
But I ain't no Narcissist
I ain't no sadistic prick

Her flood was big enough to wash my eyes clean
I bathe in her sea
I bath and I see
Picture it, a cinema screen
A fantasy reel