"Waiting" lyrics

Apologies
I'm left without an option
I'm not willing to be back where I belong
A given chance with a trip around the sun
Yet another misconception

Let me feel something
Let me know I've been
More than just a sin
More than

Just the scene of a murder
The end of a life
The one I was made for
In death, I will reform
A last time

Rage intoxicating
Embodied hatred
So fucking afraid
To exist unchanging
Reanimating the sacred

Let me feel something
Let me know I've been
More than just a sin
More than

The proof I can't stand
A lifetime lived in past memory
The loose grip of your hand
Is all I needed to give up on waiting

Already at the edge and I'm
Losing control of my decline
I'm waiting, still waiting

You've done it now, I have come unbound
I see destruction in the foreground
Consciously jaded, intentionally hated
Built to defy, well so am I
Once deified, now crucified
Consciously jaded, intentionally hated
Consumed by the lie

The proof I can't stand
A lifetime lived in past memory
The loose grip of your hand
Is all I needed to give up on waiting

Let me feel something
Let me know I've been
More than just a sin
More than that to anyone
Let me feel something
Let me know I've been
More than just a sin
More than

The proof I can't stand
A lifetime lived in past memories
The loose grip of your hand
Is all I needed to give up on waiting

Just the scene of a murder
The end of a life
I never knew it though
The one I was made for
In death I will reform
A last time