"A New Type Of Grey" lyrics

I give it up when the going gets tough
Like everything I've ever touched
It's fun in the beginning but I'll be stringing myself
Along 'til I fall off
I'll never be the same again
Too late to save myself and walk out the door
Try to be a better friend
Too late to change myself I know that for sure

So say I'll be okay
Don't you go and lie to me softly
Anything to pick me up
All day, staring at the walls
They're a new type of grey
Could I truly be happy for me?

Now it's hard to be mindful
And not repeat the cycle
Of every regret that I've got
Still have nobody to blame for all my mistakes
I can't bring back the things that I've lost

So say I'll be okay
Don't you go and lie to me softly
Anything to pick me up
All day, staring at the walls
They're a new type of grey
Could I truly be happy

'Cause I don't wanna waste my life
Take me far away from here
Still I'll be the person who's fading away
Yeah you can try to be dope to me and friendly
Don't trip when you leave 'cause it's hard
To be happy for me

Life is laughing at me now
Can't say my problems out loud
Face myself I don't know how
I can't turn lost into found

Okay, don't you go and lie to me softly
Anything to pick me up
All day, staring at the walls
They're a new type of grey

So say I'll be okay
Don't you go and lie to me softly
Anything to pick me up
All day staring at the walls
They're a new type of grey

So say I'll be okay
Don't you go and lie to me softly
Everything fucks me up
All day, staring at the rope
But there's a new type of hope
A new type of hope for me
A new type of hope for me
A new type of hope for me