"Say That You Hate Me" lyrics

If I had the time, I swear I would give life a try
I think I need a sign to tell me things will be alright

There's a familiar pit in my stomach
A brand new lump in my throat
Hands worn out from praying things will get better
I look up at the sky and I hope

Oh, why do I still try?
Think I'm meant to be alone for now
I dream of where I die
Need to tell you, but I don't know how

I can't think sometimes
It's only you in my head
Why is it a crime
To love you from a distance?

Misery is in my cup
And I think I might throw up
Never taking any time for myself
It's bad luck
Always pushing so much shit to the side
When I should give a fuck
Maybe in an alternate life
I climbed up out the mud
Do you understand me now?
Thinking, help me
Never say it out loud
Maybe I'm a little too proud
I'm gonna die young, but I don't know how

I can't think sometimes
It's only you in my head
Why is it a crime
To love you from a distance?
I can't sleep at night
If it's you in my head
So say goodbye
Just look in my eyes
And say that you hate me

I can't think sometimes
It's only you in my head
Why is it a crime
To love you from a distance?
I can't sleep at night
If it's you in my head
So say goodbye
Just look in my eyes
And say that you hate me

Look in my eyes and say that you hate me