"there's no "brian" in team" lyrics

Why do I always run away?
Why do I always take the easy way?
I won't go and do that again
Gonna work hard, do my best
I've got to tell you, the truth
The time spent with you
Is a waste of life

Cause' I've had, the biggest crush
On you
Ever since we first met

If you think I'm a monster
You're probably right
I'm just a monster
So run and hide
Cause' I'm a dysfunctional mess
And I cannot address the truth

Yeah I was weak when you needed strong
And I can't see where I belong
Tryna make things better
Tryna make things better for her

I was wrong about you
I was wrong all along
Yeah I was wrong about you
I was wrong all along

And I just want you to know that I'm a fuck up
And I realize that
But you already know that I'm a fuck up
And I realize that

But I can't change
I can't change
I can't change
I can't change