"happy place" lyrics

I didn't cry at the funeral
I didn't even shed a tear
Turns out being clinical
Sucks more than what got me here

Won't somebody call someone who can get me out the cycle?
I've only feel there's something that only comes in a bottle

Ooh-oh, I'm caught
Between a rock and a happy place
Ooh-oh, I'm not
Any better than yesterday
No matter what I take it'll never help
So what, will never change

I finally got the dosage right
But I waited too god damn long
'Cause I still put up a fight
When nothing's even wrong

Won't somebody call someone who can get me out the cycle?
I've only feel there's something that only comes in a bottle
I get so high that sometimes I feel like I'm outside watching me

Ooh-oh, I'm caught
Between a rock and a happy place
Ooh-oh, I'm not
Any better than yesterday
No matter what I take it'll never help
So what, will never change

It's full of chemicals that don't work on my heart
And it's enough to keep me from falling apart
My brain is full of chemicals that don't work on my heart
But maybe there's no cure for sitting in the dark

Ooh-oh, I'm caught
Between a rock and a happy place
Ooh-oh, I'm not
Any better than yesterday
No matter what I take it'll never help
So what, will never change