"scared to go to sleep" lyrics

I'm scared to go to sleep
'Cause I'm scared to be alone
With the thing that makes me think
All these fucked up things
I'm scared to see my friends
'Cause I woke up a little more
Bitter than they remember me
So I haven't called anyone
I haven't called anyone

Life is full of choices when it's not the one that you just made
Then you're left to thinking if you use your heart or fucking brain
If you made a mistake, if shit's supposed to be that way
These are the things I think of when I'm scared to go to sleep

I'm scared of ending up
A body sitting on a couch
Selling things that I once loved
For some extra spending cash
I'm scared to leave the house
And see someone I know
Have a shitty conversation
And say, "We should do this more"
But I don't wanna see them more

Life is full of choices when it's not the one that you just made
Then you're left to thinking if you use your heart or fucking brain
If you made a mistake, if shit's supposed to be that way
These are the things I think of when I'm scared to go to sleep

Scared to go to sleep, I'm scared to go to sleep
'Cause it's me and my fucking thoughts when I go to sleep
Scared to go to sleep, I'm scared to go to sleep
'Cause it's me and my fucking thoughts when I go to sleep

I'm scared to watch the world
Turn and turn and turn
Everyone arguing about
What's wrong with everybody else
'Cause fuck everybody else