"Guilty" lyrics

I don't think that this feels like love
But I don't wanna let go
Maybe if I just do what you want
Then you'll leave me alone
It feels like you're taking me home
But every other day I see another bone
I hate your guts
But I'll meet you same time, same place tomorrow

An archaeology excavation on my body
And I'm brushing so gently
They're tryna cover up the bones underneath
No matter what I'll do I feel guilty

Crossing all my fingers and toes
That I won't wake up again in a black hole
She said she would send me back home to the side
If I wanna die, miserable
Doctor, I'm not doing too well
If this shit was a choice I wouldn't need your help
I see the world through the eyes of a dog but I can't see yellow

An archaeology excavation on my body
And I'm brushing so gently
They're tryna cover up the bones underneath
No matter what I'll do I feel guilty

Man's best friend's on first name terms with God
I thought I can fake it but almost
I'm a scarecrow in someone else's garden

An archaeology excavation on my body
And I'm brushing so gently
They're tryna cover up the bones underneath
No matter what I'll do I feel guilty
No matter what I do I feel guilty