"DISCONNECTED" lyrics

This might be depression
My body is cold, I sold out my soul, I got too invested
Yeah, drugs are involved, the story gets old
I don't learn my lesson, nah
When I speak through the music, I spill my confessions, uh
Fuck a church or a reverend
Existential disconnect (Disconnect)
Cameras flashing, feel like slashing off my fuckin' neck (My fuckin' neck)
Plug went ghost, I'm out of potion, I've got nothin' left
I feel sorry for the wall I smash my head against (Head against)
I smash my head again, feel sorry

Feel disconnected, uh
Can't feel my body, nor do I respect it, yeah
I'm back on Molly, lost all good intentions, yeah
Violence is calling, guess who's feeling reckless?
Hit back, hit back, hit back

I'm fallin', I feel disconnected (Disconnected), uh
No angels callin', barely form a sentence (Sentence)
My brain is rottin', no more interventions, yeah
I'm done with talking, I don't wanna jump
If I jump, then I'll leap right off
Why you talkin' to me, baby? Talk no more
I can't hold you, baby, my whole body's numb
I don't wanna feel, I feel disconnected (Disconnected, disconnected, disconnected)

Yeah, oh, oh-oh-oh, ah
Take some time (Yeah)
I hear them talking, I'll be fine (Fine)
One call and I'll be on my way (On my way)
I lied, but that was yesterday (Yeah-yeah)
Shit's not the same (Yeah-yeah)
These broken veins, won't heal in time for you to save
Oh, what a shame, I'm fucking up the family name
Hop off a plane, a different country every day
You said, "The grass is always greener", but the sky is gray

Feel disconnected, uh
Can't feel my body, nor do I respect it, yeah
I'm back on Molly, lost all good intentions, yeah
Violence is calling, guess who's feeling reckless?
Everyone around me can feel it, baby

I feel disconnected (Disconnected), uh
No angels callin', barely form a sentence (Sentence), uh
My brain is rottin', no more interventions, yeah
I'm done with talking, I don't wanna jump
If I jump, then I'll leap right off
Why you talkin' to me, baby? Talk no more
I can't hold you, baby, my whole body's numb
I don't wanna feel it, I feel disconnected (Disconnected)

Yeah, yeah, I said
I feel disconnected, yeah, yeah
My whole body's tempted
I might just threaten
Your whole damn family

Bitch, bitch, yeah, I feel disconnected
No angels callin', barely form a sentence
My brain is rottin', no more interventions
I'm done with talking, yeah, yeah, yeah

I don't really feel good, yeah
Head is fucking disconnected
From their bodies
I'm the one down the alley