"HOURS LOST" lyrics

Hours lost
Oh, yeah

Wasting my time in the hills, yeah
I'm wasting my time with these pills again, baby (Baby)
Wasted and trying to heal, yeah, mm
So tell me how the fuck to feel now
I'm back out on exhibit
Back up on my feet, I feel the traction, let me kill it
Had to go to rehab to establish my commitments, yeah
No religion, still
Cynical, but I cycle through optimism, shit
Breathe in, had to find a way to stop the bleeding
All of your chemicals I believed in
Left me for dead without any reasons

I close my eyes and I paint in the dark, tracing lines
Lost my focus, lost my drive
All this time
Lost my mind, yeah

Hours lost, we've been wasting time in the mountains
Hours lost, we've been wasting time trying to count 'em, yeah
I can see the hours fade away, yeah
Just like how I'm faded every day, shit
I was lost, almost took my life in the shower, fuck
I was lost, abusing that money, sex, and power, baby
Hours lost, mm
I was lost, if I said I wasn't, I'd be lying

See my future in your eyes
So don't tell me that you're leaving me
Don't leave me, baby
Don't leave me (Yeah)
Nothing but fear, yeah

Fuck this backseat drivin', switch shit to another lane
Burnin' rubber in a Demon, kickin' up the pace
All this mental pressure, I can feel it in my brain
If I don't escape, I think I might just go insane

I don't wanna live and die, I wanna live and live
Higher than my expectations, gave all I can give
Every track that drops a hit, bitch, I don't ever miss
Always active, actin' like the devil's advocate, yeah

Hours lost, we've been wasting time in the mountains
Hours lost, we've been wasting time trying to count 'em, yeah
I can see the hours fade away, yeah
Just like how I'm faded every day, shit
I was lost, almost took my life in the shower, fuck
I was lost, abusing that money, sex, and power, baby
Hours lost, mm
I was lost, if I said I wasn't, I lied

And I'm waking up everyday crying
There's a void in my stomach, can't fill it
Fifteen minutes, anxiety kicks in
In fifteen minutes from the moment that I wake
Fifteen minutes, yeah
Fifteen minutes
Oh, no
From my past, keep on runnin'
Keep on runnin'
From my past, keep on runnin'
Yeah, there's things that I've said I'm not too proud of